Monday! 1 week before exam! STRESS!

Not the badest place to study! ;)

 It's monday, it's shoulder day, it's one week before first exam day, it's 146 days left of my calendar to see how much the body can change in 184 days!

So yes! you bet my mind is spinning around, and around, and around and.....!
Again, I pray "let there be more hours in a day!"
Fist I'm nervous, then calm, apathic, frustrated, crazy, doubtful, confident, organized, unorganized, motivated, unmotivated, sleepy, hungry, craving...

SO MUCH expected from me! Funny actually, to see how much is expected of people these days. Not just me, but everyone. (Don't strange some of us end up in metal institution!)

Lets make a list!

We all have to:

1) Have an education/ earn money (lets not forget that when you study you have to be a good student!)

2) Be successful in something

3) Look good (preferably like a catwalk model)

4) Be a good sister/brother

5) Be a good daughter/son (or other way around a good mother/father)

6) Be a good girlfriend/boyfriend (husband/wife)

7) Be a good friend

8) Be a good best-friend

9) Keep in touch with all family members, and friends!

10) Be self confident, but also humble

11) Be down to earth, but not boring

12) Be extroverted, but not overwhelming

13) Be funny, but not a clown

14) Be smart, but not smartest

15) Be pretty/handsome - but not Barbie/ken

The list is endless!! You may think why is this written on a fitness blog??
Well, lets face it, life is about more than living a fitness lifestyle, and within this lifestyle(believe it or not :P) - all this expectations are included. Oh yeah, life is a total package!
So I DO UNDERSTAND all of you out there trying to do good in everything, it's hard, and it's exhausting. It needs prioritization, and sometimes - you have to sit down and decide what is important to you. Because you can't be best in everything!

To me, family comes first!<3

But I must admit, on a good second place comes training. Maybe not because I think thats most important when it comes to pure logic, but because it's safe! I know how to do it, I cling to it no matter what. It helps me through both physical and psychological problems. It's what gives me the little extra in life, a safe playground to heal body and mind.

Sooo, guess what I did today to decrease the stress?! I had a fuc**g heavy shoulder workout! Shoulders are my focus these days, so whats better than giving it all, and see that at least some of the things you do shows improvements? :) (actually sounds kind of sad huh?? the one thing I can fix under pressure) but thats simply how it is.

neeeh, I know, I do not look like a sweet princess during my workouts :P Get used to it!


Hope you had a nice day, and start of the week! :) Sleep well!